一直一直一直以为可以当永远的朋友，也很珍惜以往一起的日子，也以这友情而光荣但原来并不是我想的那么美好。你当人家好朋友，人家当你超级无价超普通的朋友而已，而且还喜欢批评你，说你坏话，我自己都不敢随便说人说得那么贱，实在觉得她们幼稚透顶，没有道德修养，我实在是蠢才会当他们是朋友。无论身材，高度，样貌人品优点我是比不上，但是我的学历是我努力换回来的，出国深造也是我争取的，你们不能瞧不起，我也有我好过你们的地方好几倍，是你们太自恋以为自己样样行，我不行而已，所以我在你们面前炫耀是理所当然的。还有还有我没有你们想象得那么穷，也不要什么都拿我来做比较，做饭后话题。突然觉得你们好失败，因为发现你们的朋友实在是比我还少得可怜，书也不好好读，浪费无谓的时间观察我的一举一动。我觉得你们比sp坏人更危险也很恐怖，不过放心我将来的盛大婚礼一定一定请你们以高贵的姿态出席，来好好观察我一番。
说到最后我有很多朋友，而对我好的朋友我却无知，还对他们的关系时有时无，我很抱歉。以后要带眼识人。已经快24，很快就30，好像几年级一样要处理这种琐碎的友情问题。不过你们的离开更会令我迈向高峰也比你们拥有更好的成就，好的对象和好过你们100倍的生活。
To the Best Friend
I feel very sorry to my best friends "E & W" because my bad behavior make them feel unhappy for a very long time. I though this is just a normal behavior for me but they feel abnormal. I can accepted any action they treat me like do not reply my message and ignore me. I feel our close relationship is no longer to go but i can wait until they forgive me. Yes, i will very sad and hurt although i am a happy person. I will always ask myself why they can treat me like a stranger , yes i am wrong but we become close friend is not come from a simple process . When u all say wanna come KL visit me, i was happy like kids and prepare everything to let u all stay with a nice environment. I think this is a very wrong statement i make ever because this cause our relationship no longer to go.....i am very very sad...... but i will not forget my best friend because my heart say both of u are nice when i m bored , both of u will stay behind me . I know what i do will not make u all feel forgive me, i just do what i can do....
