To the Best Friend

I feel very sorry to my best friends  "E & W" because my bad behavior make them feel unhappy for a very long time. I though this is just a normal behavior for me but they feel abnormal. I can accepted any action they treat me like do not reply my message and ignore me. I feel our close relationship is no longer to go but i can wait until they forgive me. Yes, i will very sad and hurt although i am a happy person. I will always ask myself why they can treat me like a stranger , yes i am wrong but we become close friend is not come from a simple process . When u all say wanna come KL visit me, i was happy like kids and prepare everything to let u all stay with a nice environment.  I think this is a very wrong statement i make ever because this cause our relationship no longer to go.....i am very very sad...... but i will not forget my best friend because my heart say both of u are nice when i m bored , both of u will stay behind me . I know what i do will not make u all feel forgive me, i just do what i can do....